Joshua Ang | Joshua Ang, a Singapore MediaCorp Artist

Woah, filmings’ canceled right at the last minute. Meaning i wouldn’t have to drag myself up from the bed at 6am anymore. At least not on a Saturday. It’s something i always dreaded doing.. But I’d still be going for the Nittaku Promo at Singapore Expo. So i guess i’ll see you guys there. And you guys will see me wearing my own track pants and a table tennis tee given to me by em’. I really really haven’t figured what can it go with. It’s baby blue and I’m really lost right now. Come, help THINK!

Anyway, is anyone here into thai food? A friend of mine i met in army just opened a Thai restaurant recently, 3 weeks ago to be exact. To be honest, I can’t take spicy food at all because it ALWAYS gives me the runs. And i was pretty sure my friend didn’t know that. Hah!

Still, i went and ate, and surprised myself! It was a really simple and cosy restaurant and the food was awesome! It’s mainly Thai dishes with some pretty unique side dishes prepared by a Thai and Malaysian Chef. The food isn’t pricy as well, i think it’s easily much cheaper than Thai Exp.  

I was there with 2 other friends and we did order quite a bit. But i didn’t take any pictures of the food. :S But i do have pictures of the deserts which my friend sent me. Mangos and Glutinous rice, sounds weird huh? At least that was what i thought. But when it came, geez.. It tasted really good! My friend explained that it was a must have at Thai restaurants. I guess i really don’t frequent Thai restaurants at all.. 

Here’s the address of the restaurant: Thai Central Casual Dining, 16 Chun Tin Road. Pretty neat place i’d say. And good location. It’s really near Beauty World, and right across a carpark if anyone’s driving. Here’re the deserts i had when i was there :

My favorite  

Here’s how the place looks like, in the day AND night. So you can’t miss it. :

Alright, I’m signing off because I’m trying to live healthy.

Right, I’ll be on a roadshow at the Singapore Expo on the 30th of May.
Says on my schedule it’d be from 6pm till 9pm. I suppose I’ll be on stage at about 7.
Now, don’t say i haven’t pre informed you guys.
Yup, I WILL bring my camera this time round and not forget, like what happened in JB.
Will update if there’re any changes. Meanwhile, see ya guys there!

Hi guys, sorry if i haven’t been able to update recently. Yup, i was at Aeon mall for the promotion of Table of Glory for Astro on Sunday. Well, i have to say the crowd was really really very heartwarming. I was pretty sure there were more than a thousand ppl there. Not something i see everyday ya know. It was so nice to see you guys so active into the event. If given the chance, I’d hope to go back there for more road shows. I wanted to inform you guys of the event earlier. But i couldn’t as i was too caught up with some family issues. No, it’s not fine yet but don’t worry. 

Anyway, i was on Celeb Teatalk earlier on with DYT. It’s a talk show where the host just ask the celebs really privacy intruding questions. Hah! Well, as some of you might know, my mandarin ain’t that good compared to my english. But i thought i did alright with DYT, even though i was pretty sure he was talking a hell lot more than me. And thanks to Gouliang dage and Yifeng jie for guiding me throughout the whole programme, which i managed to scrape thru safely w/o saying any wrong stuffs. I hope. 

Right, the next thing i’ll be busy with is the Community Chess Event. It’ll be on 7th of June 09 and i mentioned before that i’m performing a short display of martial arts. I’ve got training tomorrow, so i’ll see you guys again.

Every night before i sleep, i’ll contemplate on the things that i’ve done during the day. Things i’ve missed out doing. Mistakes i’ve  made, and deeds i’ve did or whatever it is. But sometimes on some nights, i’ll just miss out this moment of time i always have with myself. Because my mind is occupied with something else. If you might have guessed it, yeah. It’s Misery. 

I think the picture of my life and my family being painted to you guys or whomever who knows me, is done too well. Everything is hidden too perfectly, even my closest don’t know shit about anything. Even my mom or brother. 

I look around at people of my age who are still studying or who are still in army. How comforting it is, to be still hidden from reality. Or maybe, I’m the only one who’ll ever be  facing this kinda problems. 

If you root it back to the issue. What’s the problem? Tsk tsk, money.. Yeah, it has always been the case ever since i was earning those miserable sums coming to think about it. 

19th of May 09. I’m supposed to go on a variety show to talk about my personal life. I’m going to call it right off. I don’t have anything to talk about anymore. I don’t wanna lie to anyone no more. I don’t want to tell myself how fortunate i am anymore. Because I’m not.

If right at the age of 20, without much accomplishments. And you’ve got nothing to say about your family, because nothing was cherished. And nothing was worthy of being remembered. What’s the point? 

I’ve been lying to everyone. Even my closest, just to paint the picture well, just to put that brave front in front of everyone else and make everything look perfectly alright. Even me myself fall for it sometimes, believing that it’s really the life i’m leading. Which is not. 

I’m not going to fall for it again. Ever. 

Today is the last day, that i’m ever gonna feel anything for that person. Nothing. With these said, it all ends here. 

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I guess my luck on the road isn’t that good afterall. I tried so hard to be careful on the road, but that person just had to come fuck things up for me somehow. Yeah, don’t worry, I’m fine. Still alive and kicking. But after much thought, I really think I’d be dead by now if i were riding a bike at that time. And now, i’m also wondering how much my next insurance is gonna cost me. Or are they even gonna insure me next year. Tsk

I could swear it wasn’t my fault. Totally. Which retard would actually want to do a U-turn along a fork road,across a chevron marking and towards the other lane when it’s a straight road leading to the expressway. Yeah, i met one on 30th April along Nicoll drive. And you can really count on that.. 50%-50%, that’s whats most prolly gonna be how it’s settled.  

I’m through with the accident. I don’t wanna talk no more. Here’s HER work: 

There, with my broken rim. I just changed that gdamned thing.

Thanks lady driver.