Joshua Ang | Joshua Ang, a Singapore MediaCorp Artist

It’s been a while since i last updated. As some of you guys might know, I spent the last 2 weeks in Australia, Sydney. Anyway, I managed to get back in time for my beloved brother’s birthday. Couldn’t do much at such a short notice though , so i only managed to plan a small barbeque with his friends and mine. 

You’re finally 19 now my dear. I just wanna tell you, I’m straightening my life, to straighten yours. Come to think of it, i think you’ve grown up so much as well, and I’m proud of you. Exams are round the corner, and I know you’re putting in a lot of effort. But I’m finally gonna take you out on your 2 month holiday provided if you got no work.  

I love you Joseph. Forever, now and until the end. You are, and always will be my brother. I’ll be with you through your tears, the pain, and joys, the good, the bad, and everything else in-between.  

It was nice catching up with my friends back in Australia. I have some friends back in Sydney studying see. Thank you Somnang Kang, for allowing me to bunk in with you. Putting up with my nonsense and making me laugh all the while when I’m in Sydney. I really appreciate it. It was nice to see you again after so long. Funneh thing is, you’re  still pretty much the Tim i used to know eh? I’m kinda miss having Crown beer with you while you shout at my ears. Haha!

Jihee, it’s been 6 years already. Even if it’d be another 6 or the rest of my life, nothing will change. It’s not a goodbye, only a very long I’ll see you later. But, it’s true. 

My bro DK, I know you’ve been wanting to pour out everything onto me. I guess i’ve been mean for the past few days that we had. But yeah, you know I love you too bro. And i mean it. 中国四大美女   杨贵妃,  王昭君,  西施,  貂婵. I never failed to forget this shiet. But now i’ll remember. 

I’ve been penning my thoughts down randomly, at any time of the day. I wrote a lot back in Sydney and i might just come up with something different that I’ve never done before. I’m not exactly a good writer, but i wish to do something in remembrance for you. We’ll see huh? I love you

Dad hasn’t been sleeping well lately. Always waking up every night, at the time you always do, to make breakfast for us. I miss your loud footsteps outside my door. Always checking if i’m asleep or not. :’) He painted the house today, since you were always complaining of that stupid green. Yea, i know it was ugly. It’s light blue now though, your favourite colour. 

We’re talking now, me and pope. Everything’s gonna go the way you always wanted. I promise. 

Anyway, I realised i’ve been to tons of countries. My last one with you, which i still have loads of memories was Sydney. That’s why I’m going there again. To get away from things maybe? But whatever it is, I’ll be safe, I promise.

I saw you the other night, and how i wish you hadn’t left. 

I’ll be at Mandai to see you again later. I love you.