Joshua Ang | Joshua Ang, a Singapore MediaCorp Artist

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SERIOUSLY???

REALLY???

I SUSPECT SOMEONE IS STALKING ME.

But seriously, I’m pretty impressed.

30th July. I didn’t think it’d come this fast.  Two years in the company, I think I picked up pretty much. Had my fair share of  life ups and downs. Faced quarter-life crisis a lil’ earlier than people of my age. But it might not be a bad thing after all, since I’m on my way down to mid-life crisis sooner than anyone else.

Roads in life diverge. Sometimes into two, three, or more. Some routes might appear to have been less traveled . But that doesn’t make me afraid. I don’t believe in fate. That’s what I tell everyone. I believe in making choices, sticking to it. And playing your best with the hand that you’ve been dealt with. That’s all that matters. That’s making a difference.

Life is a hella game, only one that you can’t stop. You meet teams that you have to compete with, and you just can’t say no. Sometimes you fall. Why? Just to learn to pick yourself up and continue fighting. Sometimes you lose. Why? Just to know it takes more than a fight to win a game. It’s that courage to continue, that makes the difference in every game.

Whether you choose to board an ark made by amateurs, or board the Titanic made by professionals-Anonymous, make your decision, and stick to your choice.

Wake your dreams, or step into reality. Whether you go for your dreams or decide to play the best game ever, make that difference.

I wanna extend my gratitude to Jean. Who reminded me, that even in the darkest of time, I could be happy. And it’s just a flick of a switch. You just got to keep searching for that switch.

You made me think I’m happy. I thought I was. But now I know I am.

Moods that take you, then erase you. Words that fall through, then fool you. Reasons that move you, then bereave you.

Everything was just a plastic protocol.

Everything was just an illusion.

An illusion of a mirage of Hope and Love.

It was your human emotions, that were altering the truth.

He gives Life to Lives as a gift with great Love.

He designed Life to require the aid of other Lives.

He designed me, to aid you.

Why me?

Yes, me.

Because I don’t need you to leave the drama behind you and move into light. You can just come to me.

You don’t have to see the upside of things and be ready. You can just come to me.

You don’t have to leave the blame behind you and create the life you want to live. You can just come to me.

You can just come to me, and allow me to help you.

Because I’m here to aid you.

Just to aid you.

Sometimes an angel needs help too.

The more I live, the more I realize the impact of perfection in my life. Perfection is not a destination, it’s a journey with no end. I’m not perfect, but it scares me because I’m nowhere near it.

People tell me that nobody is perfect. Then they tell me practice make perfect. Sometimes I wish they’d actually make up their mind.

Glad it hit me just fine.

Well, Jesus saves anyway.

Strength?

It’s passion. An indomitable will, with a made up mind. It’s not winning. It’s going through hardships and deciding not to surrender. It’ll only be born then, in the deep silence of long suffering hearts. It’s holding together with efforts and struggles even when all fails.

And I’m not strong. Even the strongest man isn’t, when he’s standing alone..

Although I’m not alone, I’m still dreaming. And I know, it’s only a dream. And only when we dream together, it becomes a reality.

Come now and take my hand, and I’ll show you how to grow out of our weaknesses.

Whoever who said that sunshine brings happiness. * you. t(‘.’t)

http://www.weather.gov.sg/wip/web/home/further_outlook

I’m bloody expecting a thunderstorm. Anytime right now. And it BETTER come. Like srsly.

I swear my room is at 33 degrees right now and I just texted my aircon repairman at 4am to come later. Must be tough on him this few days with this kinda * weather.

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WOOHOO MY AIRCON IS FIXED!

Why would someone judge me when they barely even know me? Why would they judge my actions when they don’t even know my motive? It’s just as cowardly to judge an absent person as it is to strike a defenseless one. Only the ignorant and narrow-minded gossip, for they speak of persons instead of things.

And when personal judgement is inoperative or forbidden, men’s first concern is not how to choose, but how to justify their choice. But did they?

Don’t judge any man until you’ve walked two moons in his moccasins. And never lose sight of the fact that the most important yardstick of your success will be how you treat other people – your family, friends, coworkers and even strangers you meet along the way.

Your judgements will only judge you, and nothing will reveal in you, it’ll expose your weaknesses, more ingeniously than the attitude of pronouncing upon your own fellows.

For me, only a kind person is able to judge another justly to make allowances for his weaknesses. A kind eye, while recognizing defects, sees beyond them.

You can be only called a hypocrite if you judge others first. So, judge not thy neighbor until thou art come into his place. Bear that in mind.

Hey guys, guess some of you guys might have already known the news aye? I was pretty surprised that I would actually be in top 40. Here’s a link to to list of top 40 : http://blogs.xin.sg/baguatv/ And if all helps, please show your support by calling my hotline @ 19001122017. Cheers~ ^^

And about the pictures, seemed like no one was actually free enough to capture any pictures for me at all. But I do have some still:

Congrats to Pei Xuan on her first time to getting to top 20 as well

And always the Barbie Doll in my eyes. Hahaha!

and…

Hahaha! Adorable huh? ^^

Me, Elvin and Hui Fang Jie @ an event promoting New Beginnings ™ after that.

I don’t call myself a badass or lil punk for nothing. Hah!

I should do more shows with Elvin, never fails to make me laugh. Muahaha

Dear Life,

You were awesome today. Much. In fact, it was so amazing that I really thought I was beyond reach of God’s grace. It’s pretty awkward getting back to your usual effed self, and allowing me to smash stuffs thinking it’d make me feel better you know? Often, I do puzzle myself  at why you tease me so mercifully.

But to a special sister of mine. Maybe you didn’t realize how much you said meant to me today. Thank you, for being more than a friend. Thank you, for asking and caring about me. And I thank you again, for sharing with me. Because you didn’t have to, but I’m really glad you did, so I could feel real comfort.

And thus, I dedicate my 1043 to you.

Life is most beautiful when it’s back is turned against you, with the right people around™ 1043.

Happy Hedgie is happy now ^^