Happy Birthday Mommy™
by Joshua on Oct.24, 2009, under Just Words
While I am still mourning the loss of the person on whom I have bestowed my dearest love, I am rejoicing to meet you behind the veil. Your death left a heartache no one could heal, but your love left a memory no one could ever steal. You still cross my mind every now and then. And there are so many things that I wanna share with you. I really miss you. And your smile, which I have loved long since and lost awhile.
I love you, Happy Birthday.
43 comments for this entry:
October 24th, 2009 on 7:19 pm
We’ll be there for you Joshua.
Jiayou and be strong! 
October 24th, 2009 on 7:44 pm
Dear Joshua, its indeed heartache and painful… But no one is ever truly alone. Our loved one has leave us, whom we loved so much, BUT echo still within our thoughts,our words, our hearts… And what they did
and who they were becomes a part of all that we are,
Forever. So often it seems that life is only made up of things to worry about. Life has many disappointments for all of us … death, illnesses, tragedies, and feelings of despair. But Joshua, you must try to remember that the fertilizer that helps us “grow” is in those valleys, not on the mountain tops. Be strong and courage to move on and stepping forward~ I will include you in my prayer always~~~ God is with you in this time of grieving… ‘Jia You’…Will always support you…
October 24th, 2009 on 8:32 pm
She will always stay in ur heart… Take care alrite??? Stay happy and smile always… Jia you!!!! U can do it!!! =)
October 24th, 2009 on 8:42 pm
You will meet her one day, and she is smiling at you in heaven now…
October 24th, 2009 on 9:06 pm
Sweet message to your mum, she must be very glad to see it. God bless you, Joshua.
October 24th, 2009 on 9:34 pm
so touching.and i am also your fan
October 24th, 2009 on 10:14 pm
i understand where you’re coming from. losing a loveone is such painful. yet im confident the’re in heaven
October 24th, 2009 on 10:29 pm
我并不习惯打英文，Because I’m Taiwanese！
你好~我是你的忠实粉丝，你母亲的事情我很遗憾，
加油吧！你的努力，她会看到的！
October 24th, 2009 on 11:36 pm
Joshua! Cheer up! You are a kind-hearted, lovable, awesome, best, handsome, (and alot of good things to describe you) guy!
You are a filial son! 
Your mother is beside you now. Don’t worry. God will bless your mother. 
Happy Birthday To Your Mother! 
May god bless you ! 
Cheer okay, Joshua! 
Look around you, maybe your mother is beside you. Even you are sleeping.
Support you always, ;DD! Don’t be sad!
October 24th, 2009 on 11:41 pm
Happy b’dae to ur mum (:
Jiayous Joshua !
ok.
I dunnoe what to say…
Er ??
CHEER UP !
JAFC will wait for ur event !
OHMYTIANS !
I’m so excited for ur new show !
October 25th, 2009 on 3:39 am
I intended to write some words of encouragement, but i know words will never help, not in situations like this… after all, man will only be dissapointed when they rely on each other for the rest and comfort only God can give..
But then again you r a celebrity, if you thought it would have helped, you could have just opened up to any one of your fans and i guess anyone of the thousands would give up anything to be there for you, not that it lessens the pains, but it certainly makes it more bearable
Dude, I dont quite know what you are going thru, but i think i have some idea… i had my moment years ago…. I guess what i really wanna say is that can you still find it in your heart to trust and praise God in all situations,even in ones lie these.. Sometimes we tend to forget that He, the giver of life, is larger than life…
I’m not your fan,(i havent even been to your country, which explains why this msg is oddly out of its time) but i reckon you’re a brother in Christ. I pray that you’ll stay faithful in Him and He’ll show you the joy and peace, one that is beyond man’s logic and comprehension.
On the other hand, if you’re there already, then i sound like a complete idiot, and yea, juz ignore me…but nontheless i would be happy for you…(though from the looks of things god knows when you’ll see this, or whether you’ll ever see this)
October 25th, 2009 on 8:45 am
regarding shihui’s comment, what new show is it, joshua?? and anyway, cheer up. i’ve had many many family members lost too, so just pick yourself up and keep moving on. that’s what God gave us a family for.
October 25th, 2009 on 9:13 am
As long as her memory is in your heart, she will always be with you. I agreed 101% with what Emilly has to say in the earlier post and I’m touched by it. Be strong..
October 25th, 2009 on 11:56 am
Jia You. =)
October 25th, 2009 on 12:35 pm
To HAHA: Hopefully u can see tis on time… I suppose Joshua nowadays really busy… But still… Hope to pass tis news nt onli to u but everyone who support Joshua… His new show is startin on Nov 9, Monday, 7pm… Catch the advertisement on Ch8… Its a 180 episodes show… But he is goin to appear from episode 41 onwards… Hope i passed all the correct info… PLEASE SUPPORT!!! =)))
October 25th, 2009 on 1:49 pm
we awes b there 4 u…Gambateh…jia you
October 25th, 2009 on 2:45 pm
Joshua!! U went to Pasta De Waraku to eat again 2day??? O man… I missed it again!!! How i wished i’m there… But i already quit tt place… =(
October 25th, 2009 on 7:47 pm
To haha:
YOUR HANDS IN MINE (:
OHMYTIANS !
That show debuts on 9/11/09 !!
Channel 8,7PM !!!
October 25th, 2009 on 9:14 pm
Hello Joshua , why you didn’t come to the funeral today? Hm nice white car (SJ…820…M) you have haha. Sigh Wednesday you came but I didn’t
I wish to see you again.
October 25th, 2009 on 10:16 pm
your mum will be happy to see that you have moved on. cheer up and stay strong! take care!
looking forward to your new show!
October 25th, 2009 on 10:46 pm
that’s not mine HAHA
October 25th, 2009 on 10:46 pm
that’s right sinyue! you got the info right ^^
October 25th, 2009 on 11:09 pm
Hello there. I am sorry. I lost my beloved father too. I understand your feeling. I write about him on the 9th of every month. 9th is the date he passed away. Be stong
October 25th, 2009 on 11:42 pm
hey… take care ya… be strong!!! gambateh!
October 26th, 2009 on 12:37 am
Jojo! I wished your mom on the dot and I told her to watch over you! (though I know she will without saying) hahahahaha <3
October 26th, 2009 on 8:44 am
cheerup, Joshua.
Stay strong and always be happy.
October 26th, 2009 on 12:42 pm
First of all, Happy bday 2 ur mum.
Secondly, Don’t worry, she’s always by your side, every second, every minute.
Thirdly, you’ll still have alot of supporters (including me)
Finally, good luck n all the best!
~Rebecca~
October 26th, 2009 on 3:56 pm
Hey Joshua!
Yes i know what is the feeling like of your loved ones passed away and you cannot see her from the day she is gone.I may not understand what’s in your mind ,but 1 thing i could tell you is that when your mum is alive, you did your part as what a son should do,i guess she will be very glad even though she could not be at your side to see you having more achievements.( and you yourself will have no regrets as well.)
I know it is hard for you not to be sad and forget all this things within a short period of time but i believe your mum will want to see a happy Joshua=)
Though i am abit younger than you and may not really know what is in your mind but i seriously hope that you would cheer up!
Jarren
October 26th, 2009 on 7:43 pm
文字痛得历历在目.
别伤心了.好吗? 憧憬未来,怀缅过去.
你敬爱的妈妈永远都是会在你身旁的啊!
October 26th, 2009 on 9:38 pm
Hm actually should call you uncle joshua because my mum call your father “Ah Chek”. Aw.. you never come that day , only ate dinner with your father…Sigh that day that you came I wasn’t there i missed it again…Can you just reply my comment
I have been supporting you since you once join mediacorp eh
October 27th, 2009 on 12:31 am
To Joshua,Keep more happy and smile!!You will have a nice life in the future!!加油!!
Good luck!A best wish from Taiwan.
Your fans Joe
October 27th, 2009 on 1:48 pm
Hey, you know, life goes on and yeah, whatever you can’t forget, just bury it deep in your heart! It’s all evidence that we have grown right?
All part and parcel of life.
And I am sure the future has excellent things in stall for you because you, and in fact everyone else, only deserve the very best (:
October 27th, 2009 on 2:45 pm
err…i dunno where to start…firstly your a sweet and caring guy. and im sure your mum will be so happy to read all your posts dedicated to her(: and i jus admire th way your able to stay strong after all that has happened. well, i went through the same thing you did. so i know the feeling of loosing someone very dear to you. well, good that you are able to get back on your feet.(: so yea, lastly , i just wanna say that im a big fan.
looking forward to more of your movies(:
October 27th, 2009 on 3:55 pm
我的英文不是很好，所以写华文。看了后，我觉得很感动。加油！我也是你的粉丝。我们会永远支持你的。要坚强！
October 27th, 2009 on 5:48 pm
sry , cuz my english nt so gud… u must be strong ya!! all of us will be with u!! gambateh!!
October 27th, 2009 on 9:08 pm
Take care Joshua. You must be strong and duhn neglect ur mum.
Cheer up. ^^
Wish you all the best and take care.
#16 Minmin` Bangbang ! ^^ [cheers]
October 28th, 2009 on 1:15 am
=) trusts me, she will always be there. Even if 5 or 10 years down the road, every little things ..her words, her happy and angry face..every little thing will still be with u, accompanying u through the different stages of ur life. My mum was gone for 9 years, but she ‘is’ still here with me.
God Blessed.
November 17th, 2009 on 12:52 am
感动~TT.我明白失去母亲的悲苦，不果我想信你的母亲在天之灵一定 希望他所看到的你是一个振作的你，加油！
December 13th, 2009 on 10:45 pm
happy birthday to ur mummy too..abit late wish…
December 30th, 2009 on 6:22 pm
Hi, Joshua…it’s been a long time I knew it…but it takes me a few months to write something about my concern to you…I knew you have heard quite a lot of those words like “your mum will always be with you”, ”she will always be in your heart”…I am not going to say all those words to you…I am not going to ask you to cheer up…but what I want to tell you is 她已经离开我们到另一个世界，重要的事活着的人…it’s a lie if you said you are not sad…but keep on our life is the only thing we can do for the one we love..
December 30th, 2009 on 6:35 pm
hey hey i kn u dun kn me but jus wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ya mom n dun be too sad k? i totally understand how u feel though im much younger than u but still… i experienced e exact same thing as u 7 years back!! wow time flies man n imagine e 7 years ago me was jus a little 9yrs old girl n how traumatizing it would be for me but then… i still manage to pull through n since a 9yrs old girl can, im sure u will be able to do it too(: jus take ur time(: there’s no need to surh for tis type of thing(: u’ll be kept in prayers(:
remember, no matter wat, GOD loves u n HE will be there wit u no matter wat may happen in future(:
God Bless(:
January 1st, 2010 on 9:00 pm
加油哦
March 4th, 2010 on 3:10 pm
cheers(: