My blossom in my garden of Life™
by Joshua on Feb.06, 2010, under Day by Day..., Just Words
Dear Life,
You were awesome today. Much. In fact, it was so amazing that I really thought I was beyond reach of God’s grace. It’s pretty awkward getting back to your usual effed self, and allowing me to smash stuffs thinking it’d make me feel better you know? Often, I do puzzle myself at why you tease me so mercifully.
But to a special sister of mine. Maybe you didn’t realize how much you said meant to me today. Thank you, for being more than a friend. Thank you, for asking and caring about me. And I thank you again, for sharing with me. Because you didn’t have to, but I’m really glad you did, so I could feel real comfort.
And thus, I dedicate my 1043 to you.
Life is most beautiful when it’s back is turned against you, with the right people around™ 1043.
Happy Hedgie is happy now ^^
February 6th, 2010 on 3:03 am
Life’s short… Didnt expect tis… But yes… Its really fragile… Someone’s gone, jus lidat… And i’ll miss her alot… We juz gotta treasure everythin tt we hav… Take care Joshua! Stay happy alrite!
February 6th, 2010 on 4:11 am
The Spirit helps us in weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.
Be joyful always, Joshua.
February 6th, 2010 on 8:56 am
Joshua, great to see that you’re updating very often recently!
Have a besseed day!
REBECCA
February 6th, 2010 on 8:57 am
btw, cute picture!
rebecca
February 6th, 2010 on 9:46 am
Joshua,
Yyou’re back! to your normal self, i mean.
That’s the piece of news I’ve been waiting to hear for a long long time!
Love,
Rebecca
February 6th, 2010 on 11:25 am
It’s nice that someone cheer you up when you feel confused.I am glad to hear that.I hope your flowers in the garden of life will always blossom.
You’re free these days?
February 6th, 2010 on 11:39 am
Glad that you have that special sister of yours to comfort you. I hope you are feeling better.
February 6th, 2010 on 4:35 pm
Hey Joshua,
It’s funny that I just decided to look on here again for something to do and to see that you sent another message so soon makes me happy! But what makes me “much happier” is that you are doing better now mentally! God ALWAYS comes through for you when you ask for His help!
Before when you mentioned the song that you heard from LIFEHOUSE and that you really liked it, I have that group on video and that song is MY FAVORITE! I couldn’t believe it when you said that. The lyrics in that song are what I feel too at times in my life, so TRUST ME, I know how you feel sometimes.:) Always remember that God ALWAYS understands what you are going through even when no one else does so always talk to him and pray…
LOVE YA AND GOD BLESS!
K
February 7th, 2010 on 12:15 am
joshua,为什么《想你的时候》那部戏在网上找不到呢?
还有..你会讲福建话吗?是不是上培训班学的?(^o^)
February 7th, 2010 on 12:15 am
live is indeed short . th one who born me is leaving me soon …. ):
i finally can understand ur feeling during that period of time ! D;
February 7th, 2010 on 11:31 am
Happy to see you updating often.
Good luck and your acting in “your hand in mine” is truly nice okay! ^-^ I love you (As a fan) to the max!!!
HAHA!
February 7th, 2010 on 8:28 pm
你是个很棒的人 总之就是很棒吧！！！！！！！！！！！！1
February 7th, 2010 on 10:42 pm
hey, i have been reading all your post, are you having some troubles? Sometimes it is good that you share it or hint it to others but some things should just be kept to yourself, if not, many people will be telling you what to do and you just to listen to one person. (:
I think that some of your post, you should put it as private? I dont know, that is what i think!
But i am glad that you are alright now! hope everything will go on smoothly…
February 9th, 2010 on 12:24 am
February 9th, 2010 on 3:04 pm
hey joshua，我发现你很喜欢把舌头伸出嘴哦，是因为你的生肖是蛇的关系吗??
加油哦…
February 10th, 2010 on 11:37 pm
w e e e e e (:
S m i l e . B a c k ! J o s h u a ^^
J i a . Y o u ! S u p p o r t . U . A l w a y s <3
February 11th, 2010 on 11:25 am
hey there,
this is my first time writing to you…all i can say is be positive although i,myself couldn’t always do it but we tend to remind each other to live life…Then you will view life as something that you can’t even imagine.
By the way, i’m glad that you have a sister who is so nice and caring…break a leg in life!!!!yeeehaaa
February 12th, 2010 on 12:09 am
joshua，喜欢看动漫吗？
February 12th, 2010 on 6:25 pm
Joshua,
新年快乐，万事如意！
February 13th, 2010 on 2:07 am
Hi!I am your Taiwanese fan.
Your performances are great.
Hope you be happy every day.
February 13th, 2010 on 2:34 pm
Hey Joshua!
Just passing by to wish you a
Happy Chinese New Year
and
Happy Valentines Day!
February 13th, 2010 on 3:49 pm
Joshua,happy lunar new year!
Practice keeping your attention on the here and now．
February 13th, 2010 on 8:05 pm
hey，今晚是年三十哦…新加坡有的吗??明天就是农历新年了,^^恭祝你身体健康,龙马精神,笑口常开,事事顺利,心想事成,越来越红,红遍全世界
February 14th, 2010 on 4:51 am
Hey Joshua
Happy CNY and Valentine’s day!
Hope you get to spend this wonderful day with people you love and love you. =)
This year I’m spending CNY away from family and am missing them heaps. So after dinner with friends, we picked a movie to watch, and me feeling nostalgic, picked “I Not Stupid Too” as apparently I haven’t watched it yet. Saw you, googled you, and landed here.
To have such thoughts and self-reflections for someone your age, I’m very impressed. You’ve touched on the lives of many people whether you know it or not, your fans can testify to that. So keep up the good work! =)
Give me a shout next time you’re down under and decides to visit places other than Sydney. I can recommend some good places to visit.
PS: you look cool when you pose for the camera, but you look best when you smile. Love that birthday picture with your sis(?). (Really really cute girl btw.) Keep smiling even when you don’t feel like it. It will surprisingly turn your mood around.
PPS: After your mention of Lifehouse song, I started putting my collection of Lifehouse back on the playlist. Blind is my favourite. It’ll be your fault if that’s all I’ve been listening to for the next week or so! =\
February 15th, 2010 on 7:18 am
Life is full of ups and downs. But, I’m really happy to see you gradually adjust the perspective you see your life. Happy valentine’s day.
February 15th, 2010 on 4:18 pm
Tell me pi where can i go to? to run away from things?
February 15th, 2010 on 8:27 pm
try SAMUI island in Thailand ???
February 16th, 2010 on 3:47 pm
joshua，我看你平时的留言都很晚哦，原来你是野猫来的啊，但是不要太过夜睡觉哦，对身体不好的哦
February 16th, 2010 on 4:00 pm
ohh! so u dont like SAMUI island ???
2nd choice : IMH be ur paradise lolx
3rd choice : camp alone at the CHAO CHU KANG Cementry
hahaz! all the best for u!
February 16th, 2010 on 8:56 pm
你最近有新戏吗??
February 17th, 2010 on 11:39 am
Go on holiday! I heard Japan is good early April.
(plus I’ll be there during that time so that makes it double good.) =P
Or you can come back to Australia and visit where I live in Perth, then you probably can’t wait to run back to Singapore. Don’t get me wrong, I love it here. But fact remains that Perth is like a big retirement village, very quiet and pretty much dead after 6pm. So for me to actually recommending this place for visit is kinda cruel…
February 17th, 2010 on 12:00 pm
Joshua,
Are you happy with your life?
You should be.
Many others wants to have a life like yours.
Unfortunately, they aren’t that lucky.
Love you always and forever.
Rebecca
February 17th, 2010 on 4:14 pm
Sorry Joshua! Gotta use ur blog again!
To everyone:Here i am again! Hey ppl out there! If u like Joshua and support him! And if u wanna join his fanclub pls email to joshuaang_fanclub@hotmail.com!
And i nd someone who can design the blog! If you know how, please contact mi asap! Thx alot! I really appreciate it… =)
February 17th, 2010 on 4:21 pm
I’m sorry! The correct email address should be joshua_ang_fanclub@hotmail.com! Please take note! Thx!
February 17th, 2010 on 10:37 pm
Hellooos! *waves*
Cheer up & Smile more ! *Flash shiny white teeth*
See, I make new skin for the fansclub !
http://joshuaang-officialfanclub.blogspot.com/
Nicenice ? xD
Not nice also must smile ahs !
Hahas!
Sunshine smileee ! :B
February 18th, 2010 on 1:12 pm
Joshua,
Are you alright?
Judging by your recent posts, you’re much better than before. But why did you ask “where to go to run away from things”?
Joshua, maybe running away isn’t the answer. Maybe you should look from a different point of view. Maybe you should try facing the problems instead. Overcome them, not let them overcome you.
Joshua, I may not understand what you are going through. I won’t pry, but I really hope you’ll feel better. There is always a way. Don’t stop just because your path is blocked by a rock. Try to go around the rock or even over it. You’ll find that the other side is always brighter.
I’ve written alot, but i guess my point is, I want the happy Joshua back. ^.^
Btw, you’ve done a wonderful job in every drama you’ve acted in.
Rebecca
February 18th, 2010 on 8:50 pm
Come on ! ^-^ Stay happy Josh.
I am glad you are much better though , & your birthday coming up 
! Omg, lol ! Wondering what bday present to buy you(((: ! And , good luck in everything your doing and always, do stay healthy always and drink lots of water! 
Ily. ^^JAFC, will always be there for youu(:
February 19th, 2010 on 3:53 pm
hedgehogs?
http://community.livejournal.com/hedgehogs/
February 21st, 2010 on 11:49 am
Hey hey! Josh! You okay?
Be happy ya!
All your fans wants you to be happy!
Loving you as a fan always!
Will always support you, too!
February 21st, 2010 on 2:56 pm
hi joshua! hey, how many bros do u hv and what r their names?
February 22nd, 2010 on 11:46 am
toi iu anh nhieu lam anh biet khong ha JOSHUA
February 22nd, 2010 on 11:49 am
i am from Viet Nam. i love u very much. i only say som words. i speak english very bad.u can pm me
February 22nd, 2010 on 11:51 am
Lien lac voi toi:
vit_con_online35@yahoo.com
i want to psead with u. give me your addres
February 22nd, 2010 on 7:02 pm
joshua…后天开学了..不能时常来光顾你的Blog啦..加油哦..不要轻易放弃..我永远支持你哦^o^
February 23rd, 2010 on 4:00 am
Hi,
I don’t actually know who you are, nor have a total understanding what you went through.
Just happen to chance upon your blogspot and spent some time reading through your entries, thinking maybe I should drop you a word of comfort.
Life is never a bed of roses. We are being tested multiple times through the obstacles paved by Him. In the process of such, we will grow stronger and learn how to overcome the negative events in our journey on earth.
I, like you, often seek avenues to run or hide from pain, hurt and disappointment. Sadly, avoidance tend to only make things worst. The best way for us to aggravate a situation is to run away.
Somehow, I always admire actors. Not meaning it in a condescending manner. Just that despite being upset in real life, they are capable to smile and put up a brave & happy front on TV. But I guess, that is call professionalism.
In any case, if you ever need a word or advice, just feel free to drop me a mail @ ninetyninenights.99@live.com.sg.
Will do my best to reply at the quickest hour.
God Bless,
Ocean.
February 23rd, 2010 on 4:12 pm
joshua,我发现《想握你的手》中的你比《乒乓圆》中的你胖了耶，拍那部戏需要增肥吗？
February 25th, 2010 on 11:07 am
to 四处漂蕩。
老兄。這你也管太多了吧？ 難道說，藝人就不能增肥嗎？
好好利用你的時間來管管你自己的事吧。
February 26th, 2010 on 1:08 am
Japan is a good place to run and hide, though I shouldn’t be encouraging that. I mean, you HAVE to come back anyway, so what’s the point?
And it’s good to know that Happy Hedgie is happy. =)
February 26th, 2010 on 10:50 pm
Hey! Update please…. -.-”’
Don’t stick to the post ><!
February 27th, 2010 on 3:07 pm
joshua,你的车是黑色的吧?!那你晚上开车要小心点哦…不要开得太快,在晚上时被路灯照到时黑色会给人一种视觉差的,很容易发生车祸的,要小心一点哦
February 27th, 2010 on 6:28 pm
hii just thought i should pop in and say hi! and because its nearly your birthday soon!!
happy 21!
be happy
wish i could bump into you someday
February 28th, 2010 on 10:35 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
MAY THE YEAR AHEAD OF U WILL BE FULL OF HAPPINESS~~
February 28th, 2010 on 11:05 pm
one more hour to your birthday ! an early birthday song for you !
happy birhday to you ,
happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to joshuaaa ,
happy birthday to you ! xD
HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY ! (:
February 28th, 2010 on 11:59 pm
Happy Birthday Joshua! Stay cheerful and happy! JAFC will always be here for u!! Best wishes… U are the BEST in our heart! U rawk! =)
March 1st, 2010 on 11:02 am
Hello ! Happy Birthday !
March 1st, 2010 on 11:21 am
Hi Joshua!
Just passing by to wish you a Happy Birthday! ^^
Happy Birthday!
Hope you’ll enjoy life in the future!
From,
Rebecca
March 1st, 2010 on 5:27 pm
Happy Birthday Joshua! Wish you all th best. ;>
March 1st, 2010 on 7:06 pm
Happy Birthday ! :B
March 1st, 2010 on 10:31 pm
josh,Happy birthday,哈哈,拍戏压力会很大吗??要学会放松自己哦,不要累坏了
March 1st, 2010 on 10:45 pm
Hey happy birthday! May your twenty first year be an awesome one.
March 2nd, 2010 on 12:12 pm
jus pop over from DK’s blog. Is there like something wrong between 2 of yu? Im avid fan of his, following his blog. Hardly see much of yu being mentioned and his recent post is rather emotional. Whatever’s happening, we know he care for yu.. He wanted you to be successful.. So jia you. Happy 21st Birthday!
March 15th, 2010 on 9:54 pm
我 很 爱 你 的眼神
很 迷人。