Joshua Ang | Joshua Ang, a Singapore MediaCorp Artist

Whoever who said that sunshine brings happiness. * you. t(‘.’t)

http://www.weather.gov.sg/wip/web/home/further_outlook

I’m bloody expecting a thunderstorm. Anytime right now. And it BETTER come. Like srsly.

I swear my room is at 33 degrees right now and I just texted my aircon repairman at 4am to come later. Must be tough on him this few days with this kinda * weather.

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WOOHOO MY AIRCON IS FIXED!

Why would someone judge me when they barely even know me? Why would they judge my actions when they don’t even know my motive? It’s just as cowardly to judge an absent person as it is to strike a defenseless one. Only the ignorant and narrow-minded gossip, for they speak of persons instead of things.

And when personal judgement is inoperative or forbidden, men’s first concern is not how to choose, but how to justify their choice. But did they?

Don’t judge any man until you’ve walked two moons in his moccasins. And never lose sight of the fact that the most important yardstick of your success will be how you treat other people – your family, friends, coworkers and even strangers you meet along the way.

Your judgements will only judge you, and nothing will reveal in you, it’ll expose your weaknesses, more ingeniously than the attitude of pronouncing upon your own fellows.

For me, only a kind person is able to judge another justly to make allowances for his weaknesses. A kind eye, while recognizing defects, sees beyond them.

You can be only called a hypocrite if you judge others first. So, judge not thy neighbor until thou art come into his place. Bear that in mind.

In my eyes, in disposed. In disguise: as no one knows. Hides the face, from the sun. My disgrace, you embrace.

And in my youth, which I pray to keep. Tired friend, it’s a walking sleep.

Call my name, sing to me. Like no one else, would ever again.

Times are gone, for honest men.

Till you all just, disappear.

Long and weary my road has been. No sorrow, no pity for leaving I feel. Cos the million of miles under my heels, still makes me too close to you.

You as in Mr Koh Chin Eng.

I wonder if it’s even making sense at all.

Thank you, and I’m sorry.

There’s a time when a man needs to fight, and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny is lost. That the ship has sailed and only a fool would continue. Truth is, I’ve always been that fool.1073

And today, it’s 1002. 71 days later. And now, I’m gonna find that out if it’s really true.

They say it’s like a party. Join in after it has started and leave before it finishes.

Maybe.

Hey guys, guess some of you guys might have already known the news aye? I was pretty surprised that I would actually be in top 40. Here’s a link to to list of top 40 : http://blogs.xin.sg/baguatv/ And if all helps, please show your support by calling my hotline @ 19001122017. Cheers~ ^^

And about the pictures, seemed like no one was actually free enough to capture any pictures for me at all. But I do have some still:

Congrats to Pei Xuan on her first time to getting to top 20 as well

And always the Barbie Doll in my eyes. Hahaha!

and…

Hahaha! Adorable huh? ^^

Me, Elvin and Hui Fang Jie @ an event promoting New Beginnings ™ after that.

I don’t call myself a badass or lil punk for nothing. Hah!

I should do more shows with Elvin, never fails to make me laugh. Muahaha

Life, a long journey for most people. Or a short drive for some. Why worry? Since you’re not gonna survive it anyway.

Today while I was on my way to church, I realized something. That I’ve been looking through the rear view mirror way too much towards my journey to the end.

But I’ve decided, as of today 1017. I’ll only be looking through the windshield. Rear view mirror’s only for safety checks.

My pact with Hades. I figured it was my entire life that flashed before me. Though I couldn’t exactly make out or remember anything. Was it worth watching? I don’t know.

However hard I try to forget the rear view mirror. My entire life is still gonna flash through my eyes and mind again. At least one more time. Worth watching or not? Does it really matter?

At least I knew and got disappointed. Rather than not know a thing and always wondered.

Can’t go back now to make a new start. But I guess I can still start now to make my new ending. Figured I rather squander my precious Life on people who loves me instead, much.

Goodbye 1017.

Hello netizens. No biggie about my blog entry title. It was just some bad dream I had which is still lingering in my head. But then again, it might not exactly be something bad. Sometimes certain thoughts and dreams leave me thinking a little too much as usual.

It’s been 3 days since the wrap of  红白喜事, which I suppose will be airing in April on Channel 8. Honestly speaking, it’s been wonderful working with the casts and crew. It was actually quite fun working with Elvin and Jeanette for the first time. And thanks guys, for my birthday dinner we had. Hehehe.

Maybe it was my character in the drama or maybe it was my co workers around me. But I really felt happy during the entire 3 months of filming.  Thanks for putting up with my nonsense, and all the concern for me Elvin. And thank you 大姐 for all the love and care you showed to me. I loved working with you guys!

Still no break for me though. Everyone around me seems to be going on holiday trips except me. Even Joe is leaving on the 10th for a week’s trip to Taiwan. Tsk, fancy leaving me home alone with my pope. I really should go on a trip as well. And as soon as possible.

Anyway, thank you everyone for all the birthday well wishes. I’ll try to post up some pictures if I can get my hands on any.

Have a little captain in yourself Joshua. Goodnight.

Dear Life,

You were awesome today. Much. In fact, it was so amazing that I really thought I was beyond reach of God’s grace. It’s pretty awkward getting back to your usual effed self, and allowing me to smash stuffs thinking it’d make me feel better you know? Often, I do puzzle myself  at why you tease me so mercifully.

But to a special sister of mine. Maybe you didn’t realize how much you said meant to me today. Thank you, for being more than a friend. Thank you, for asking and caring about me. And I thank you again, for sharing with me. Because you didn’t have to, but I’m really glad you did, so I could feel real comfort.

And thus, I dedicate my 1043 to you.

Life is most beautiful when it’s back is turned against you, with the right people around™ 1043.

Happy Hedgie is happy now ^^

Dear Life, I bought the tickets to your ride. Now surprise me when I’m still here waiting like a fool for something to happen. 1047

Sometimes I imagine myself being big fish in a small pond who’s been wanting to be drowned in the ocean since 1095. 1046

I really want to forget some things. And they say the best way to forget something is to turn it into literature. Maybe I should write a book before what always happens.1045

Many mornings when I wake up, I always realise something. Things I was never sure of and never realized when you were around. 1044

Hello peeps! Guess it’s prime time for me to update my blog and tell you guys a lil’ about what I’m doing since I’m on OFF tomorrow. Right, it’s been some time since I even had time for myself or even come online to blog. Work has been pretty hectic for me lately since I’m involved in 2 dramas. Work was as usual on the 1st of Jan. But honestly, falling sick at that day of the year really makes a bad start. I had to go to a clinic to get a jab and drag myself to work after that. How comforting is that?

That’s besides the case. 14th Jan, another dreadful day that’s coming. Why so? Cos it’s Ippt. Good Luck Joshua, you gonna need that, bad. I don’t actually see myself heading down for RT cause I don’t think I should fail Ippt. But we’ll see how unlucky I get. Or should I say how unfit I’ve become. >.<

And I’ve been figuring out how to eat a pomergranate ever since my pope brought back a basketful of em. Honestly, getting the juice is a hell load easier for lazy piggu like me.

I’m gonna be signing off from here. Gotta go for a run early tmr. Or in case I have work. Like last min. Hella last min.

Hello 2010. Please make me smile this year.

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I finally caught Avatar, in 3D!! And I did some shopping today. Window shopping to be exact. Anyway, thank you benny for accompanying me heh