Joshua Ang | Joshua Ang, a Singapore MediaCorp Artist

While I am still mourning the loss of the person on whom I have bestowed my dearest love, I am rejoicing to meet you behind the veil. Your death left a heartache no one could heal, but your love left a memory no one could ever steal. You still cross my mind every now and then. And there are so many things that I wanna share with you. I really miss you. And your smile, which I have loved long since and lost awhile. 

I love you, Happy Birthday.

Good morning guys!! Well, it feels great to be up this early ^^ I haven’t actually washed up so I’m gonna keep this short. Just wanted to update my blog a lil and keep you guys informed about what I have been doing. 

Anyway, I’ve been recuperating at home after getting into an accident while i was filming. It actually happened about a week ago but fortunately, I’m alright now. ^^ I’ve been back to work the past few days after my rest and everything’s back to normal so don’t worry or bother wondering what happened. 

It’s been quite a while since I actually came across a good movie or book. The last book that I mentioned was Persuasion by Jane Austen if my memory hasn’t failed me. If you haven’t read it, please do

I actually caught a movie titled The Time Traveller’s Wife bout 2 days ago. Gee, it WAS good! Audrey Niffenegger actually published the book back in 2003 and i knew it’s existence (book i mean). But i wasn’t really a sci-fi guy or a fan of time travelling so I didn’t actually picked it up. Ahh, how i wished i did before watching the movie! I’m still prolly gonna pick up the book soon enough though. ^^

And the pups, yeah the pups. Hah! They’re all trying to crawl around now. Eyes opened and curious about everything. Hehehe, I should be naming them aye? 

I’m gonna be washing up. Should hit the gym. IPPT’s been on my mind all week. Hmmmm

It’s been a while since i last updated. As some of you guys might know, I spent the last 2 weeks in Australia, Sydney. Anyway, I managed to get back in time for my beloved brother’s birthday. Couldn’t do much at such a short notice though , so i only managed to plan a small barbeque with his friends and mine. 

You’re finally 19 now my dear. I just wanna tell you, I’m straightening my life, to straighten yours. Come to think of it, i think you’ve grown up so much as well, and I’m proud of you. Exams are round the corner, and I know you’re putting in a lot of effort. But I’m finally gonna take you out on your 2 month holiday provided if you got no work. :) 

I love you Joseph. Forever, now and until the end. You are, and always will be my brother. I’ll be with you through your tears, the pain, and joys, the good, the bad, and everything else in-between.  

It was nice catching up with my friends back in Australia. I have some friends back in Sydney studying see. Thank you Somnang Kang, for allowing me to bunk in with you. Putting up with my nonsense and making me laugh all the while when I’m in Sydney. I really appreciate it. It was nice to see you again after so long. Funneh thing is, you’re  still pretty much the Tim i used to know eh? I’m kinda miss having Crown beer with you while you shout at my ears. Haha!

Jihee, it’s been 6 years already. Even if it’d be another 6 or the rest of my life, nothing will change. It’s not a goodbye, only a very long I’ll see you later. But, it’s true. 

My bro DK, I know you’ve been wanting to pour out everything onto me. I guess i’ve been mean for the past few days that we had. But yeah, you know I love you too bro. And i mean it. 中国四大美女   杨贵妃,  王昭君,  西施,  貂婵. I never failed to forget this shiet. But now i’ll remember. 

I’ve been penning my thoughts down randomly, at any time of the day. I wrote a lot back in Sydney and i might just come up with something different that I’ve never done before. I’m not exactly a good writer, but i wish to do something in remembrance for you. We’ll see huh? I love you

Dad hasn’t been sleeping well lately. Always waking up every night, at the time you always do, to make breakfast for us. I miss your loud footsteps outside my door. Always checking if i’m asleep or not. :’) He painted the house today, since you were always complaining of that stupid green. Yea, i know it was ugly. It’s light blue now though, your favourite colour. 

We’re talking now, me and pope. Everything’s gonna go the way you always wanted. I promise. 

Anyway, I realised i’ve been to tons of countries. My last one with you, which i still have loads of memories was Sydney. That’s why I’m going there again. To get away from things maybe? But whatever it is, I’ll be safe, I promise.

I saw you the other night, and how i wish you hadn’t left. 

I’ll be at Mandai to see you again later. I love you.

It’s been a while since i last posted. I know. To be honest, I haven’t found the strength to do it, yet. But as i was listening through the playlist of my iPod, i stumbled over a song titled “Storm” sung by Jason Wade from Lifehouse. It was actaully a song written by Jason himself about his walk and relationship with God. But what reminded me most, was listening to it with my mom in my car whenever i drove her around. She hated me listening to rock music, so i added this song to my playlist to please her. And yeah, she really liked this song. 

Playing it over and over again really brought back a lot of memories. Memories about my Godmum Julie Abigail. My mom. Everything. 

How long have I 
been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form. 
Water’s getting harder to tread, 
with these waves crashing over my head. 

If I could just see you, 
everything will be alright. 
If I’d see you 
this darkness will turn to light. 

And I will walk on water. 
And you will catch me if I fall. 
And I will get lost into your eyes. 
And everything will be alright. 
I know everything is alright. 

I know you didn’t 
bring me out here to drown. 
So why am I 10 feet under and upside down?
Barely surviving has become my purpose, 
cause I’m so used to living underneath the surface.  

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I always believed it’s a phase that everyone will have to go through, and I’d consider it a privilege to go through it. Being able to know that you had someone who had such undying love for you. But ever since her passing, i’ve been asking myself every night. Why has it to be now for me?

I guess i gotta give it to God this time around. Thank you for taking her to a better place. Thank you for bringing her into my life.

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To the most awesome lady who was and will ever be in my life. Thank you so much. I’ll take it from here now, managing the family the way you did. I know you’re still here, and i still need your guidance. I’ll see you soon. I love you mommy.

Okay, first things first. Today is the last day of filming in my house apartment in the drama serial, Your Hand in Mine™. It’ll be airing in November i suppose. So be sure to catch it! It’s actually the next upcoming project for me after Table of Glory and it’s a whole of 180 episodes. Though i’ll only be appearing after about 40 episodes into the show. 

Anyway, like my entry title for above, yeah it was tiring. And to be exact, it wasn’t a week but 2. Well, i should consider myself quite blessed to have a pretty comfortable apartment for filming and having aircon against my face all the while i was there. But being stuck at a place for work till wee hours isn’t that much of fun, trust me.. 

Below are some pictures of me and some of the casts at work. Taken by some of the crew members and some by the directors themselves. Yeah, you see pictures of Lamborghinis’ yea? Yup, we have a small scene at the showroom and it was fantastic just being there. Hah! 

I’m sorry if i haven’t been able to update. I really really have been to caught up at work. But i also have a picture of my bike which i know some of you guys have been dying to find out what’s my ride. :) 

Please remember to add me in facebook & twitter if you haven’t. I’ll be updating you guys on whatever I’m doing in case i don’t have access to the internet. Mobile Facebook ftw! 

Cheerios, now enjoy!

Lastly..

My Aprilla RS125. Just to let everyone know, I know the dangers and stuffs, but this is just another mode of transportation i chose. Though i still love driving and won’t give it up

Hello everyone! Start following me on Twitter already! From today, I’ll be updating twitter using my mobile. I hope i get the chance to take photos and send them to twitpics too Cheerios

Ps: it’s Joshuaang

A video of an unknown lifeform in North Carolina sewers was put up on youtube.com just yesterday. 3million views in just 1 day. Amazing huh? But what’s most interesting are the comments. Hahaha!!
Take a look at it:

After much research from the net, you guys won’t have to crack your heads anymore because they’re known as Bryozoan.  And while researching, i also stumbled across this gross video.

Take a look:

Something to gross your weekend out eh? These are known as Bot Fly larva and can even be passed on by mosquitoes carrying these bot fly eggs. Hmmmmm…

As usual, another day without work really bores the hell outta me. So i decided to ask Max out today ( although he lives directly opposite me and i see him almost everyday) to head down to a toy store to take a look. The nearest one to us was Toys’r'us in Tampines mall, so we decided to head down there since we haven’t been there for some time, despite the fact that we live in Tampines.  We used to go down to TM almost everyday after school in the past though. During secondary school days actually,  for lunch or to study. But that was history. 

No wait, I shouldn’t go off course. Yeah.. I was like “Geez, these are what kids are playing these days?” when i first walked into Toys’r'us. RC helicopters, RC Cars that can do stupid unbelievable things, RC these and that. And super awesome Transformers™ toys like Bumblebee™ and Optimus Prime™, yay! I mean, i didn’t recall playing such things. I’m 20 this year and i ain’t that far from being a kid. though i stopped playing toys when i was about 10. But i think these are too awesome gadgets to be handled by kids!! Hah!! 

Yeah right Transformers™, my time was still Power Rangers™ and Ninja Turtles™. How interesting.. Anyway, me and max walked over to the “Super Soaker” section. We did expect it to be pretty huge, but it wasn’t. I remember Super Soaker being really really popular last time. There were like soakers so HUGE, like so much taller than an average kid. But they all disappeared!! 

Then we realised, KIDS aren’t playing with water guns anymore. Instead, they are playing with plastic guns that shoot off foam ammo. WOW.. Yeah WOW. It even shoots further than the Supersoakers™… T.T Me and Max settled for an better Supersoaker™ which was really really cheap. I remembered it being pretty expensive, but it’s only 20 for an good one, so why not? 

Yup, We put it to good use directly after leaving the carpark of TM. Hehe Well, you can guess. My arms are all sore now from the pumping of Supersoaker. Hah! 

Here’s my Supersoaker™( With my keyboard missing a Ctrl button) :

Besides that, we went kite flying and boomerang throwing this afternoon . Boomerang, which really came back to me after i threw it about 12319087 times. Tsk. Sometimes i really wonder how max is gonna lead this kinda life till October 6th. Hmmm

Yes everybody, my Web admin has helped me set up a facebook account a while ago, but i haven’t got the chance to use it until recently. I’m not exactly a fan of social networking sites, but i figured using facebook would greatly keep me in touch with you guys. I believe my web admin has added some of you guys who commented on facebook yeah? Yeah, that’s me alright So keep a lookout on what’s gonna be updated. I’m still trying to figure how to use facebook properly, so pardon me. :) 

And yes, i have a twitter account as well, but i’m only going to focus on how to use facebook first before i try to confuse myself further with twitter, though i don’t think it’d be that difficult. 

Okay, so it’s Sunday now alright, and i’m still awake. Anyway, i WAS supposed to play baseball yesterday afternoon. Baseball, a dying sport in Singapore. I mean, who plays baseball nowadays? I guess you’d never figure how i even got to Kallang diamond to see people pitch. 

It was Max, who got so freaking bored during the holidays he decided to catch up with some stranger and do something conducive. Yea, turned out, it was baseball. As promised, i tagged along with him with 2 other guy friends of mine to Kallang diamond. It was total boredom. No wonder Homer J. Simpsons always disliked baseball. 

And I’m serious. Ended up, only Max and Stephen stayed there to pitch or whatsoever. I ended up playing soccer with Ben and meeting up with Benny. So if anyone wants to find something worse than boring, Baseball’s the sport for you.