Ten feet under and upside down™
by on Aug.07, 2009, under Day by Day...
Dad hasn’t been sleeping well lately. Always waking up every night, at the time you always do, to make breakfast for us. I miss your loud footsteps outside my door. Always checking if i’m asleep or not. :’) He painted the house today, since you were always complaining of that stupid green. Yea, i know it was ugly. It’s light blue now though, your favourite colour.
We’re talking now, me and pope. Everything’s gonna go the way you always wanted. I promise.
Anyway, I realised i’ve been to tons of countries. My last one with you, which i still have loads of memories was Sydney. That’s why I’m going there again. To get away from things maybe? But whatever it is, I’ll be safe, I promise.
I saw you the other night, and how i wish you hadn’t left.
I’ll be at Mandai to see you again later. I love you.
August 7th, 2009 on 7:21 am
How long will u be away?!gg alone?
August 7th, 2009 on 7:35 am
Joshua~
GAMBATEH~
GOGO FIGHTING~
YOU CAN DO WELL~
August 7th, 2009 on 9:16 am
It is always hard to let go. If you need someone to talk to, someone away from the media, someone outside of your circle, to help you through this difficult time, do drop me a mail.
Take care, young man… you still have a long road ahead of you
August 7th, 2009 on 9:42 am
take care
August 7th, 2009 on 10:47 am
Cheeruppppp ^^
August 7th, 2009 on 10:50 am
don be too sad…and take care!
August 7th, 2009 on 10:51 am
You really should take a break… You deserved it… Please take gd care of urself ok? We r all missing u… Hopin tt u will be back soon… But we know you need time n we are all willing to wait… Jia you Joshua!!! JIA YOU!!!
August 7th, 2009 on 11:25 am
Ur mum will also wish that u and ur family will quickly recover from the grieved…be strong and ur mum will be happy too…jia you!
August 7th, 2009 on 11:44 am
Jiayous=)
Love you always=)
August 7th, 2009 on 11:49 am
Dont worry, it’s going to okay soon. I’m so touched by your post. Dont worry, she’s up there guiding you and protecting you.Be safe and strong.
August 7th, 2009 on 11:56 am
Hi Joshua,i know how you are feeling bcause i experience it.but you life must still continue,
God bless and jiayou!!
August 7th, 2009 on 12:12 pm
(: Sorry.. I havee got nothing to say..
But never mind. Smile and be happy everyday!! 
August 7th, 2009 on 12:47 pm
= )
August 7th, 2009 on 2:10 pm
It’s not easy to let go of our love ones, but we will meet them again one day in heaven with all the angels. May God dispel all your worries, hurt, sadness & fear.
August 7th, 2009 on 2:37 pm
She’ll be in peace, knowing how much you love her.
August 7th, 2009 on 3:47 pm
Dear Joshua,
.Take care of yourself!
August 7th, 2009 on 3:48 pm
我们永远支持你！We support u forever we promise!
August 7th, 2009 on 3:55 pm
I have nothing to say. But I will always be with you.
Jiayous. Love you.
August 7th, 2009 on 4:44 pm
hey take care =)
Fighting!:)
August 7th, 2009 on 4:59 pm
Take care when ur in Sydney !!! ^^
Dun be too sad joshua.Everything will be alright ya !
Take care !
August 7th, 2009 on 4:59 pm
Everything will be ok.
August 7th, 2009 on 5:16 pm
Take extra care when you’re away! The mom will be there by your side giving you extra blessing, at least that’s what I believe.
Oh, & remember to update your blog once you’re back! Remember to take some photos & post them [:
Take care.
August 7th, 2009 on 6:15 pm
Tears rolled down my cheeks while reading your posts. I know how it feels, the pain will forever be there. Plz be strong =)
August 7th, 2009 on 6:48 pm
(:
August 7th, 2009 on 7:32 pm
I liked it. So much useful material. I read with great interest.
August 7th, 2009 on 7:45 pm
Take cares ^^
August 7th, 2009 on 9:48 pm
All the best TAKE CARE!! wad ever probs yu hav… belief in urself n everything will be alright.. cheer up
August 7th, 2009 on 10:15 pm
She will always be staying in your heart. Jia you. (:
August 7th, 2009 on 10:45 pm
去澳洲散散心也好,坚信一切都会好起来的,赐健
August 7th, 2009 on 11:43 pm
Joshua
Be strong! Go have a break if you really want to. Don’t be too stress over yourself. TAKE CARE
August 8th, 2009 on 1:01 am
hey:))
暫時先不要想那麼多了ok?
it’s good that you’re giving yourself a break, after everything that’s happened.
you’ve been a very strong boy, and I’m sure your mum’s really glad to see how much you’ve grown and matured…
you’ve definately made her proud and will always continue to do so:))
you’ll be fine,
and take care of yourself when you’re overseas ok?
i’ll always be behind you:)
all the best~
August 8th, 2009 on 1:26 am
cheer up & take gd care 0f urself . =D
August 8th, 2009 on 1:26 am
im sure your mum will be looking after you (: take care.
August 8th, 2009 on 9:37 am
Hope you have a safe trip reliving your memories in Sydney. Bon voyage.
August 8th, 2009 on 3:33 pm
Dear Joshua
I guess it will take a long long time to heal … It is never easy to lose someone so dear, so suddenly. I am glad that you are learning to take it in stride and live on bravely. Do be strong, as you journey through life. I am sure your mummy dearest is always with you. Always. Pl take good care.
August 8th, 2009 on 4:30 pm
i teared reading ur post abt ur mum but at the same time i really admire how u are able to take it all well and be strong again because honestly I wouldn’t know how to handle it if i were u.
yeah,go oversea for a while and relax because thats what u need right now.wanna see the happy and cool you when u r back.(:
August 8th, 2009 on 7:35 pm
I miss you.
I really do.
Go for what you want.
I’ll wait for your return.
Be safe, thats what I would request.
*love ya always*
August 8th, 2009 on 8:39 pm
Dear Joshua ,
Hope that you are feeling better now (: Sydney was the first country i wanted to go too . Going alone ? Hm remember to take good care of yourself don’t let your father worry about you. As you are in the plane , you are nearer to your mummy (: close your eyes and feel her presence . Bon voyage
August 8th, 2009 on 9:35 pm
is not easy whn someone u luv is gone…. but I am sure u can go through this rain… be strong! take care ya…=p
August 9th, 2009 on 12:37 am
The feeling of losing a loved one is a feeling one can never get over. Yeah, been through that. Know how you feel. Tears rolled down my cheek when i read this post, Joshua.
The LORD gave this command to Joshua son of Nun: “Be strong and courageous, for you will bring the Israelites into the land I promised them on oath, and I myself will be with you.”
Deuteronomy 31:23
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.”
Joshua 1:9
Speaks much about you, huh. Be strong joshua. He’ll make your path straight. Take a break, take care of yourself in Sydney. It’s a beautiful place, where serenity is present.
August 9th, 2009 on 12:44 am
though she had left, ur love is always with u in ur heart. the warmth fr her will nv b 4gotten. hope ur trip back to sydney bring back u the sweet memories u had with ur mum. though it might b a lil upset at times, it’ll bring back u the best memories there. remember u r nv alone.. take care & jia you! =)
August 9th, 2009 on 1:46 am
jiayou
dont be too sad 
ur mom wont want u to be so sad either 
August 9th, 2009 on 12:58 pm
omg pls dun be too sad….tis post was rly very touching and it shows how sad u are…but trust me ur mum wouldnt wan u to be in tis state u noe…so sad/ depressed…try to cheerup and get back to normal asap so it wont hurt so much…..jyjy
August 9th, 2009 on 1:28 pm
hey Josh, do go for the trip, if it does makes you feel better and be able to face life stronger. take care though.
August 9th, 2009 on 2:51 pm
Dont stress yourself alright!
August 9th, 2009 on 3:58 pm
Cheer up alright (: Stay strong, for God will always be there. (: He loves you and your family, and be glad for your mother is with Him now, living a happy life. (: Do talk to your dad cos after all, he still is your dad. We always having communication problems with our parents when we’re young, but we’ve got to sort that out (:
be a richard clayerdman someday (;
Jiayou! Have always enjoyed your shows; waiting for more!
And piano too
August 9th, 2009 on 6:24 pm
Jia you n stay strong.
Always be with u..
August 9th, 2009 on 11:06 pm
Stay strong
You journey doesnt end here.
August 10th, 2009 on 3:01 pm
i really admire your courage and love for her.
if she were to see how sensible you were, i believe she would be very proud of you.
stay strong.
August 10th, 2009 on 8:57 pm
please be strong actually i dont know if you will see this comment and dont even know if my words help but u must know there are lots of fans waiting for you jia you
August 11th, 2009 on 4:59 am
I read a few topics. I respect your work and added blog to favorites.
August 11th, 2009 on 2:56 pm
be strong. have a good break. take care!
August 11th, 2009 on 8:29 pm
Continue to follow God.
Take care.
August 11th, 2009 on 9:47 pm
Stay strong joshua!
You’ve reached a new
chapter of your life. So
live it to the fullest before
another chapter comes along.
Take care while in sydney!
Stay strong!
August 12th, 2009 on 11:24 am
HiJosh
do you want to cover over and visit us?
aunty Eunice & uncle Ross
August 12th, 2009 on 8:11 pm
Yo!Hope yous have been feeling better nowadays:D JiaYou for everything!:D
August 12th, 2009 on 9:06 pm
Hey! Joshua will b on CelebriTea Break next wednesday 19 Aug 09 at 8pm on Channel U. Remember to watch!
August 14th, 2009 on 2:58 pm
TC nd stay strong. xD
August 14th, 2009 on 7:38 pm
sure thing, but im currently out of town atm. maybe we can discuss when i get back to Singapore?
August 15th, 2009 on 12:05 am
im waiting for the day that my fav celeb will reply me. guess thats not happening.
August 15th, 2009 on 3:30 am
can i get to know you or something ? (:
August 15th, 2009 on 10:11 am
hi(:
cheer up ~
dun b sad ~
jiayou! jiayou!
take care.
August 15th, 2009 on 9:58 pm
yep
August 15th, 2009 on 10:00 pm
have a good life
.
August 15th, 2009 on 10:36 pm
she is watching ur movement and stuff…
she hadnt even left u yet…she is always around u no matter where u are!…she had saw the changes u made for her and ur dad i believe she is extremely proud of u let her up there be proud of hving a son of u…JiaYou! Time will heals everything…
August 16th, 2009 on 12:37 am
heys.. take care. Everything will be fine.
August 16th, 2009 on 1:03 am
加油！Joshua!
Take a break. Look at Sydney, at the skies, at the people, at your heart, at your memories, at your mom, and at you.
I believe, that your mom is still here with you. Though not physically. But spiritually. Hope you will brace yourself up. I’m not asking you not to grieve, but 加油。堅強一點，我們愛你。
Sydney is love!
August 16th, 2009 on 1:08 am
Hi, were you from east view primary? (:
August 16th, 2009 on 11:58 am
Hey feeling better?Stay strong!
August 16th, 2009 on 7:06 pm
schoolmate passed away without any omen in July at the age of 15.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDgzMExxI6k&feature=related
do watch this.
it’s in chinese version.
and do take good care of yourself to avoid flus.
best regards.
August 16th, 2009 on 8:58 pm
Hi,
How have you been? God will always be there for you and bless you and your beloved ones…
Hope to hear from you!~
August 16th, 2009 on 11:15 pm
out of town? macau? i just came bk fr there.. dun gamble to de -stress, u will regret! Cos i did..
IS the beach beautiful?
August 18th, 2009 on 10:19 am
megan,he’s from Junyuan Primary.
August 18th, 2009 on 10:27 am
I can understand your feeling. Its very heartwrenching to see ur kin has passed away. If I were you,I will also feel the same.
Just wanna hope that you will get stronger from now onwards. Live your life to the fullest.Ok?
Cheers,
JoAnNa(your RC mate-爲了習字而fight 哈哈哈)
August 18th, 2009 on 10:51 am
i feel like i want to talk to you or something cos i lost someone i love too. And it never get out of my head. I called him but he never wake up… Till this very day, i never dare to see any korean movie.
August 18th, 2009 on 10:47 pm
hmmm… u guys dunno de feelin mayb… tis mayb last for month i tink… acually wats the reason ur mom pas away
??
August 19th, 2009 on 9:20 pm
Dear Joshua,
Cry out all you want… Who says guys cannot cry de?? I am very touched with your courage to post the blog of the feeling of losing a loved one which I do not have the courage to do so 2 years ago…
After reading your post, memories flow back to me… Just saw your interview on Channel U…
Joshua, jiayou…
(PS: Letting it go does not meant that they are forgotten)
August 19th, 2009 on 9:38 pm
hey hope you’re coping fine.. really think you’ve been great all these while, continue to thrive in your own way. the darkest period is always before the dawn. i’m sure the sun is coming out soon. (:
August 19th, 2009 on 11:11 pm
you’re doing gr8
August 20th, 2009 on 10:17 am
嗨。。。知道你媽媽的離開是你還無法相信的事。不過你還有爸爸呀。。。多多關心他，他沒了跟他在一起幾十年的老婆。所以這幾天，他會睡不著。。。多跟他聊聊好嗎。。。
August 20th, 2009 on 6:28 pm
So long le.Update new post bahs !! Hahas ! ^^
Dun be too sad anw !
August 21st, 2009 on 5:07 pm
Hi Joshua
My late condolences and sympathies on the recent passing of your beloved mum. I can empathize what you are going through now, as I too always have the fear on how am I going to cope if my elderly folks will to leave me one of these days. We all have to experience this dark moment once in our life time. However, do not be dispair, you have your family, many friends and fans who will give you the full support, just like me. Always tell yourself, she is in your heart, and she will be up there watching you
I am always impressed with your acting since your movies namely Money Not Enough, the young boy, The Table Tennis serial, and your most recent interview with Quan Yi Feng and Guo Liang.
Smile more young man, you look great with your bright and cheerful smile!!! May all your dreams come true and Peace Be With You…
Always your fan
21 August 2009
August 21st, 2009 on 6:06 pm
joshua~
dun think so much…
i support u forever i promise…
take care yar…
August 22nd, 2009 on 1:03 am
Hope u enjoy urself 2molo… Hav fun!!! Support u always!!! =)
August 22nd, 2009 on 11:21 am
hey joshua… dun be too sad over ur mom’s death. i’m sure she wouldnt want her death to affect your emotions. so be happy…:)
August 22nd, 2009 on 2:48 pm
Sydney is beautiful.. probably e best time to head there now. a change of environment is gd, see how big e world actually is…how small we actually are.
u will meet ur mom again, someday.. one day..
i am sure shes very proud of u. its never easy to walk this journey.. thanks for being an encouragement to me.
August 22nd, 2009 on 3:36 pm
hey! did anyone commend that u bear a resemblance to the young Thomas Ong? Cos i thought that ur do look kinda similar.
Do take a look: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qUliU7yDzQ
Anyway, do take care yea? Cheers!
August 22nd, 2009 on 11:15 pm
cheer up, life has its own set of ups & downs, it’s always up to you on how to deal with it
hang it there joshua!
August 23rd, 2009 on 12:26 pm
hey joshua, cheer up k? remember your beloved fans will Love you. <3 take cares.
August 23rd, 2009 on 1:40 pm
don’t be sad.
you are the best!
i believe you forever!
August 24th, 2009 on 12:09 am
you sound like you had just learn to treasure your family. well cheer ups.
August 24th, 2009 on 3:03 pm
Heyhey.. Be happy alright. Smile everyday.. But i think i didn’t even know are you smiling or are you sad. (: Btw, Be happy alright!
August 27th, 2009 on 12:01 am
i like this post. (:
August 30th, 2009 on 6:53 pm
hey joshua!
i love all your shows! 
)
you are a great actor
stay strong always!~~ in the storybooks, they say, the most important thing learnt from someone’s death is: life is precious!
you still have a long way ahead of you! just like me, and everyone of your fans!
JIAYOUS!
love you and shawn!
(remember, your friends will always be behind you! including me
p.s. i have added you on facebook!^^ i shall go add you on twitter now
September 8th, 2009 on 1:07 pm
一切都会好的
September 8th, 2009 on 9:56 pm
When do u come China to play, we anticipated very much what you can come China to open conference, In reality u r more graceful?
September 11th, 2009 on 10:41 pm
After death will become a guardian of the sky a star to love her and her loved ones, she is far and with you!
November 9th, 2009 on 5:13 pm
i like you very much~~when i watch your films“we not stupid”，just want to say：“believe in youself when nobody else can help~~”stand by you whenever and whatever~~~
December 27th, 2009 on 12:31 am
Ur a good person
Unlike me,
try to stay like that kay?
I hope most of the pain has faded away.
JIAYOU
January 24th, 2010 on 7:28 pm
你好多了吧有那么多支持你的人！我也会支持你的！我们会保护你的！我们的王子